vacancy

life is becoming unhumanly stressfull, and thats just from one exam. Today friday the 17th is my last day of school, vacations start officialy at 830pm when i finish me exam, and hopefully pass... (reason why im stressed). but lets hope all that good studing is gonna pay off, im so exhausted. i cant even function, and i look ugly too, maybe one gets ugly as porportionly to ones moodiness...

hope i can post on a happier note later tonight, wish me luck!


nat out

back by popular demand...

so, sorry for the ugly bg color, kinda testing if it would work, but any way "work" on my blog is a work in progress, i guess ill never be satisfied with its looks but at least for now it does look more like me, lol, (yeah im pink and black), on other things in my head: x-mas shopping, it's so funny im not gonna be home for the holidays, and that im gonna be stuck in some huge mall in miami on the 24th, but what the hell im gonna love it! ill finally be able to feel at home (per say, ahh does good old californian days), but im sorta worried im gonna break bank, maybe ill end up with a bunch of gadgets, usb drive, 512 mb memory, dvd burner, etc, etc. And the same clothes a had on the plane over there, lol.

bye 4 now

carrie necklace

is a tv world really posible, i mean i was watching my fav show sex and the city, the episode when carrie goes off to paris, and it seems funny to compare new york lifestyle to the one in costarica, cause it would be nice to have 3 friends to go out with and have dinner, or hook up with someone, but is it just me or does it just happen in tv... one day a classmate told me you couldnt have a "date" in CR cause this country is so small you would end up bumping in with girls or guys you wouldnt want to see cause they where a lousy date or a bad one night stand, and i thought: well, thats an actual possibility. I mean i dont actually like having long term relationships, even thought im in one right know, sometimes things get kinda codependant and i dont like it, and its harder to get out of, and when i did had the chance to date a guy i knew before it didnt work out cause he was in a long term relationship, so my advice to you is stay single, stay it as long as you can....

headache

i dont think of myself as someone worthy of any self indulgement, but bare with me.

so lets talk of something rather than myself, upps seems like i cant, maybe because of the fact im brain dead at this moment it almost 3o'clock am, and im here posting... what on earth may a sane person write at this time of night, let me just say im finally proud of my blog, laziness is next to godliness LOL

good night

gobble gobble

dont you just love the word gobble, it make such a funny sound when you say it, you can mess around with it, poke fun at the poor cold dead turkey with it, make a little song: "gobble, gobble, the turkeys in trouble", (im such a geek), but any way, i sorta remembered that i used to write this blog, sorry, things as usual with me turn hectic and forgetfull, but here i am, writting on. the thing is im so stuffed i cant even think anything other than not having the big slice of pumpkin pie...

so until later, im so stuffed some german witch may come around and make me get into an oven (e.g. hansel&grettel)

im back jack

so if anyone missed me as i doubt any did, ive been on sabaticle, o rmore like so busy with things that i didnt get around to my old poor blog, ill post something new, but im alive thats all...

here on earth

my last weekend was kinda weird, i dont like it when people die, i wish they didnt, i remember one time when i was little and felt so sad to think that one day my parents would die, that i shouted out to my dad: "daddy please never die", innocent as it may sound i still feel this way. I wish to dedicate this post to the memory of my boy´s grandfather.
how bleek and dark feeling, but the bad thing is we are still here on earth, trying to get on with our lives, i thought to myself, when i was at the funeral, that i would not let life put me down, that i must accomplish my dreams, so that on the day i die, i will be happy and free, to say: vini, vidi, vicci...

nat out

ps: iwu ted

me banner

hey all, i spent last night palying around on photshop and this is what i came up with... kinda girly but its a start...

 
 

nat out

@ the beach

if anyone was wondering why no new posts occured on this past week, was majorly due to the fact that: "I was at the beach!!", yeah. So happy to be catching some rays and relaxing  in one of the "private" beaches of Guanacaste's Hacienda Pinilla, the story goes like this; some gringo millionarie bougt 1800 acres of land going from Playa Avellanas up to Playa Langosta , so access to the beaches (5 in total) that are inside the property is kinda hard or if you dare to walk around the coral and try to get there by foot, but any way it was freaking great. My mom, sis and me had so much fun on this beach called Mansita, it was totally solitary, golden sand, blue see-trough water and full of hermit crabs. We had the beach to ourselves so obviously we went skinny dipping and topless sun bathing, it was like being french or something, LOL.

But any way we spent some cool days there and on our last evening out (that majorly consisted of finding where to eat in Tamarindo, that by the way is called Gringoland, ugh you can get sea sick of seeing so many gringos there!), but back to the topic, we went out and found this amazing sushi restaurant owned by on of my dad's golf friends that happens to be an argentinian, how bizarre, but any way if you want to get the best sushi/exotic thai/indian food in Tamarindo, thats the place to go.

brownly toasted nat out

Push me, and then just me till I can get my satisfaction

Life has taken a fun turn, cause I have seen the light at the end of the cookie jar, or was it just in my mind, induced by a near death experience, that pumped endorfines and seratonin into my body and a lack of oxigen in my brain; that was what I called my life. Those days are gone.

So what do I owe this out of body experience, what the hell do I know, just like a crack head needs a hit, I needed a life, and by George I'm determined to make something out myself, can one just get up one morning and say: "This is not my life!", cause today was like if I was taking crazy pills!, I was drowned in this lame out-of-my-wits class, and all of the sudden I didn't hear anything, just like in the movies when you can see a person talking but all the sound in the world dissapears, I felt great, an overwhelming sense of calmness came over me, and I said: "I'm fine.". Just like that.

But anyway I just wanted to post something new, I found this out-of-this world usb memory stick, a ROTFLMAO kinda weird thingy, check it out:

http://www.dynamism.com/iduck/index.shtml

おやすみなさい
nat

nothing much

I'm feeling very tired, I've been up until 3 these past 2 days, programming and designinig web pages on dreamweaver, I think I have found my calling, but then again I guess I always new, lest say I love to program but it always had missing that creative output/interface, I mean if you design web applications you get the chance to deploy both skills, and I'm full of ideas, in the way of making the breach between software and web becomes smaller and more innovative in it's approach to a final user.

Other than that, life has been the same, I'm glad I am really getting into doing stuff, cause I had been in such a letargic mode of life, now I feel a little better, but ironicly know that I got into the gym (which I have been going for a month now) everyone now is remarking how fat I am! Isn't life a bitch!

well I'm so sleepy cause I also forgot to wear my glasses and my eyes got all fuzzy and tired -_-

luv
nat

by the way

if anyone asks I got sick of pink

discovery channel

If by now you have not found out that I'm a TV addict, get yourself tested. LOL. But remember the ants (some old post in May Archives), THEY LIVED! I mean I found out they can live under water, as in a suspended animation of sorts, or so did Discovery say, but yet again I found a glass of water full of them on my desk and decided to play lifesaver, and the ants started to wiggle and move again, how freaking awesome is nature, hats down to her!
Any way I saw the final episode of friends last night, I hate the fact that US TV shows get lost in some cosmic warp and then finally appear months later on our screens, I mean how hard those it get to put subtitles on a show, wouldn't take my as long as it would to see the show! >:| But anyway what a crappy ending!

Don't think I only watch sitcoms or something, I mean I may dumb done form time to time, but I do watch The Factor-tumtumtuummm, what a riot I get from watching this guy (Bill O'Reily @ Fox News), I hate half the things he says, half I oppose and the other half I laugh at, oh well. He always seems to be talking about gays and gay marriage, interesting huh, cause as my theory goes, men that always fuss about this is cause: THEY R GAY . I hate discrimination of any sort, ehhh, who am I kidding human nature genetically programs us to seek and destroy the weakest, but if I must admit to such a trav-sham-mockery (seen those Miller Light commercials? LOL), I must admit that I hate stupid people, please don't get me wrong (mentally disabled persons are not what I'm talking about) I'm talking about your normal IQ challenged Joe, a.k.a. pretty blonde bitch or hunky beefcake, why you may ask? cause the have a brain, that's why. If you can breath, talk, listen, that entitles you to a "thinking condition", so why does nature create such dumb creatures. well simple, to torment us with their smart remarks and pretty looks ( emphasis on smart as in sarcasm). I just can't get enough of dumb girls coming into crammed computer labs and wondering why the internet connection doesn't work a.k.a. "I cant open my email, and it's super urgent because I must forward an email with a bunch of hearts and sappy stories and pictures of babies, or I'll get bad luck for ever", LIKE HELLLO! (my clueless impressions are a must see).This kind of stories just break my heart (there goes my sarcasm again LOL). But what can I say it's a dog-eat-dog world, and if you don't smarten up your gonna get yo' butt wipped!

nat out

ps: big fat xoxo 4 my htb (u dont know what you heal...;)
ps V1.1: "E-Mail yup... it's a good way to receive free porn and penis enlargements - Beck"

back to life

so ive noticed that my usuall posters have gone on vacation, so what the hell, i havent been up to much, im at skool right now, as usuall, im half way through my quarter, and so hoping to pass so i can graduate at last. Im listening to Evanescence - Everybody´s Fool on Launch, I´m stuck in a lab full of shiny new Dell pc´s, and frezzing my ass off cause the A/C is set on artic mode, LOL. I´m so gonna dye my hair blacker than what i have (I think of this ecery time I see this video).

Oww- went my HTB cause I just pulled his hair... LOL, yeah he´s here with me, where both stuck in this infernally cold lab.... brrrrrr.

Wow, dont I have any introspective point of view to talk about... seems like I don´t. My time has been used up studying, and thinking about getting a job... wish it was easier than just thinking of it, I mean I know I need the "experience" but how efective is it, my plans are so different from everone elses, I´m so into been self suficient, starting my own company would seem natural but not as much as been a newb and trying to do shit I dont know how to...


well that would be all, me and my HTB are molesting some bimbo macha that didnt understand why the internet was down, I mean she asked and we answered but she didnt get it, of course she most study preschool or something LOL, and were net sending her with messages like: ERROR DE SISTEMA: SU COMPUTADORA HA INCURRIDO EN UN ERROR Y SE APAGARA EN 20 SEGUNDOS. POR FAVOR CIERRE TODAS SUS APLICACIONES. What a riot.....!!!!!

nat out

like a rhinestone cowboy

Well this week has been both fun and depresing, fun cause I had a surprise exam on Tuesday evening, not that it I was not aware, just that my skool weeks got messed up so I thought I didn't have it till next week...oh well... it was about java and netbeans, and you could take "apoyo didactico" LOL, what a lame exam, I was all freaked out caused I hadn't studied and it was so F**King easy!!!
So now I'm studing for my next exam, that is also easy mainly cause I flunked the course, there I said it I'm not bloddy perfect (this comes from a person that is not used to fail in anything). But anywho im reading a new book by John Grisham - A Painted House, basicly a novel, but I'm feeling sick of reading novels, I mean there is a more accurate sense of reality in books that tell real stories, like that Anne Frank or similar, but I forgot how to be a bookworm long time ago, so whatever...

Let's get to the depressing part, well what can I say, isn't it basicly existential to suffer a bit to later feel happy, I felt very bummed out on Tuesday, cause I had to hang out with my friends that where working with this guy I used to have a crush on anda that stopped talking to me months ago..., so I hate to see his ugly mug but, no, I had to stand his distastefull jokes and stupid comentaries....GRRRR, so I just curled up in my seat and listened to my Trick Turner slash The Distillers slash Chevelle CD-R on my discman, while my HtB sat next to me and asked if I felt ok...

I feel tired, why do things don't work out like we want to, I mean us Over-achievers/Straight A's/Geeky losers don't get no breaks... for shize my nize
ROTFLMAO

nat out

ps: by the way the title is cause i was listening to that song on the radio.. what a LOL lame-o song... still it's funny.

* music* (makes the people come together....uhh uhh)

my fav bands are all mixed up

no doubt - #1, ive listened to these guys since their beginings in O.C. cause Santa Fe Springs (my home town) was like 20 min from where they came out, so they where a popular local band.

bjork - just cause she sings like no other

deftones - just the kind of mellow hardcore rock you just can not resist loving

kittie - dont you just love girls singing hardcore rap -thats what they call it

incubus - portishead - daft punk - paul van dyke - carl cox , etc

i guess majorly all my winamp reflects my personal hardcore- triphop-electronic tastes...
but im also into 80's retro not too much cause i only remember like madonna or prince...LOL

atte,
nat
circa '83

odd little me

so whats been up, whats been down... the ground, i recently became aware that i always look at the ground, i cant seem to look up, i rarely speak to people to their face, and the actual fact of my knowing this habit was happening came from someone else... odd, yes; but what can i do, maybe it's from years of low self estime and lack of confidence, yeah i may be a nerdy outgoing geek but my social skills suck, lets start with anaylizing the fact that i grew up very alone, as a kid in L.A., one is secluded to living inside, because other ways you''ll be kidnapped or murdered by the ice cream man or such... that made life just a little to weird, i mean i did play a lot, mostly by myself, and my dad gave me everything me little heart could desire, but still i was alone, combing my barbie dolls hair or watching muppet babies on tv, (and sesame street after that). Thus i come to the conclusion that been by myself made me really secure of being alone, im not one of those persons that flips out cause he/she stayed at home one evening. Also i've thought that my huge more than normal imagination is brought on by the years i spent like this. I remember i used to go to ballet and tap, one of my major lifetime flunks, i mean i didnt suck but i wasn't tall or blonde, so of course little chubby me was just left in the background, even though i loved to dance, all my home videos my dad taped i was always dancing (yes, it was the 90's so i was majorly dancing rap, how LOL), but still i didnt have many friends at school, i remember how i got in trouble for always been with the wrong kind of friends my dad used to say, the ones that always got perfect A student little me into trouble, yeah i was your usual teachers' pet, the one always getting to be student of the month and that crap. It seems funny now, but that was the only thing i was good at, well that and drawing, i wish i could do art, too bad said life: "im not gonna let ya'". talking about this is really bumming me out, i think im gonna start crying so bye for now, and by the way i wanna thank any of you who read my blog, im ever so gratefull.

ta-ta
nat

geisha tears

melancholic star
just a few pics from my personal gallery

++nag**

well it's been days since i posted anything new, majorly cause i felt sucky and lousy, but today one of my friends nagged me about it so i decided that i would post a new one.
post: so whats up?
nat: nothing much...
post: did u do anything this weekend
nat: well i didnt go out or anything exciting as my friends do... maybe thats why i felt sucky
post: but did u do anything else
nat: well i did rent bowling for columbine, a great movie by far. Michael Moore is the ballsiest guy ever!
post: thats cool... so are u feelin ok
nat: well define better, if better is happy. maybe i did feel happy today, cause i went to the gym and the day was sunny so that efected my mood, you know all those endorfines been pumped into your body have that efect...
but then i got to skool, and it was raining cats and dogs!!!!, and i got bummed all over again...
post: your useless!
nat: F**K OFF!

nat out



ps: H&K 2 my hell twin brother!

personal

this is just a personal note, i was fucking around in my java class, waht a bore, and i found this link
http://www.jsptut.com/FirstJsp.jsp

not eto self: "self, get studing"

*whack*

if any one was used to searching for serials at serials.ws, big fat error!, your
gonna get a trojan called StartI that will f**ck up your homepage and will be
almost imposible to remove, believe me it took me 2 days, the problema wasn't so much the virus
itself, it was the fact that after my PandaAntiVirus caught it, my home page got stuck on someloser search page i obviously didn't want so I searched and searched for a fix,
anti adwares, spywares, you name it, (by the way a word of advice download Ad-aware and SpySweeper, cause they found almost 70 filesworth of those types of files rotting in my hard drive), any who, I finally fixed the problem with CWSHredder, the only MF that did his job!
So there I'm back to being a happy camper, just thought this info was worth sharing...



nat out

Sputnik sweetheart

Sputnik sweetheart

This is the title of the book I'm reading; it's a Japanese novel, nice so far.
So I haven’t come around to tell that I was at the beach this past weekend, so I didn't get a chance to update my blog, it wasn't a big trip of sorts just a getaway from the rain, but still at least some fun stories to tell. Where shall I begin....hum.
Well I went to one of these all-inclusive hotels in Guanacaste (Tambor), I had not been there in years, to the obvious fact that it sucks, unless your like an alcoholic or white trash, cause the fact of the matter is ticos do not have manners of any kind, I do know there are some of you out there that may be an exception, but for good sakes....

a cool summer pic

First
My sis and I are sitting nicely at our table, the service is crappy most of the time, but anyway, if you have any decency you know that a buffet is not a feeding pen, your not supposed to jam all you can see in one plate, I swear every time it's the same, rude people that cut inline before you, grab all the food a plate can hold, from salad, on top the main course, bread on side and desert on top of it all, I swear horse shit looks better than what some people serve themselves at these places.
Second
So my sis and I are eating our salad, yes salad on one plate! And I'm looking around to restaurant, it's hopeless not to do so, and I catch a glimpse of some girl drowning herself in one of these mountain top plates, she grabs the fork like a prehistoric hunter on the prowl and attacks the piece of fried fish and starts chomping on it in this corndog-like style. After that you could imagine the disgust to see that her plate with a large amount of leftovers goes to her boyfriends side of the table, where he too continues to eat, I was petrified, I mean the guy was eating her partially chewed leftovers while she stretched over the table with a big spoon the get a piece of his desert, YUK!
So anyway I hope this example gives a “nice” picture of what table manners look like from a third person perspective. I say the best manners are the ones that are the simplest.
I mean you don’t have to go around acting like a goddamn prince, just a little decency and common sense will make you look good in any situation.
Third
The snack bar….tantantan! LOL, this story is more simple, we’re sitting by the pool and one of these “papi chulos” as I call them, passes by us, grinning to all the chicks just to show off how hot he is, what a riot, so next thing I know the guy is coming out of the snack bar holding as many paper plates he can, fries, hot dogs, burgers, you name it he had it, but then all of the sudden he tripped, and fell on his butt, you should have seen it, I swear that it was like watching in slow motion, an better yet, all the food came falling down on him…. My lord was that funny as hell, I mean if he had not been such a hot shot beach stud wanna be, maybe someone would have helped him get up or something, but what goes around, comes around. Everyone around the pool just stared in awe…

So on a more cheerful note, the weather over there was perfect lots of good sun for my potato colored legs, LOL, and on Saturday night we went to a foam party, I had never been to one, and it was actually very cool, full of drunk middle-age men, but cool, LOL.

Also my dad bought me one of those stuffed souvenir animals, it’s a lizard/salamander filled with sand and made with metallic blue fabric, his name is Uki, and he’s from Malaysia, I’ll try to get a photo of him to post soon.

Well that’s all folks

C ya!

ps: i got into my head i want to the the eco-challenge, any one wanna join...LOL

+poem+

Black Chancery
Sniff, sniff went the little cat as he curled up from the edge of the window sill, the cold autumn night air played with his whiskers, as he climbed down the window ever so slowly and delicately as all cats do, placing his black paws upon the blood red velvet pillows of her bed, he heard the door open with a quiet crack. He saw the little black dress he was so fond of, especially when she let him sit on her lap and stroked his silky black mane.

She sat down at her old oak desk and lit the lamp that dimly lighted her eyes. She wrote and wrote in her little black book until her eyes could shed not one tear more.
The little cat said to himself – I am here for you, I will be your friend - . Suddenly, Emily turned her eyes and looked at him, she picked him up with her small cold hands and sat him on her lap.

It was as if she had listened to his words, even though, we all know little cats can not speak...

*why*

i want a guy that won't dedicate me a song just beacause it's romantic
i want a guy who gives me a song from his heart
i want a guy that will hug me in a sunset beach far away
i want a guy that will whisper in my ear
i want a guy who knows who he is
i want a guy who will tell the truth
i want a guy who will never lie
i want a guy that doesn't forget
i want a guy who is strong in his heart
i want a guy that will surprise me with kisses
i want a guy that will wake me up with breakfast
i want a guy that always remembers
i want a guy that doesn't repeat i loves you's because he knows i know
i want a guy that believes in himself
i want a guy that can play me song
i want a guy that will sit and listen
i want a guy that will take me away

i just want...

*** the bride***

I must have been born on the wrong side of the planet, because I love Japan and anything Asian. Still I will try to make an attempt of an in-depth analysis of Kill Bill as much as my knowledge and self opinion of the movie occurs. Let’s start with the beginning, I did not se KB in a movie theater, I rented it on DVD, went home and hooked up my sis’s PS2 to my 14” TV and pressed play, my mind awaited anxiously as the startup screen options appeared and as I puzzled myself pressing in disarray on the game control to see which button was play, (that was tiresome), finally it started with beautiful 70’s looking Cinemascope banner just like in the old movie, gritty and all. The movie executes perfectly from start to finish, yes I know it jumps back and forward from past events, but please I hated that comment someone said that he didn’t get the movie because of this. I guess one has to be really excited and focused on details to really get all the info as fast as it comes. Now lets indulged the story, Uma Thurman plays “The Bride” of course she gets the name after the assassination attempt by her old gang members where she was a.k.a. Black Mamba, (cool code name don’t you think), well old Bill played by David Carradine, and for you who don’t know who he is, how can someone forget Kung Fu, a classic sitcom of the 70’s ironically created and was-to-be stared by Bruce Lee. So obviously casting David Carradine for this role was not only iconic but a paradoxical villain. Now lets talk about the death squad, I guess it was very well thought out except Vivica A. Fox, I didn’t think her character jelled, I mean she didn’t have anything special to bring to the movie (see this is my opinion talking…LOL), well anyway I feel that the movie invokes Asian action characters to it’s best, each one has its own particularity, its own grudge with The Bride and there own secret code name (how underground). I guess by now all of you are thinking: long analysis, well I guess so, I think I’ll leave it up to here, if any one wants further info which I do have. Post me!

thanx 4 readin’

nat

*weekend*

rain + rain + rain = rain
if someone knows how rainy CR can get in may, doesnt know how it rained this weekend, it rained so much that my moms house got flooded, and floods dont occur in my province, it usually doesnt get so tragic. At least it wasnt much, but it was a big hassel, everything got wet and stinked a hell... but other than that, nothing mayor happend on my weekend, it was to rainy to go out, even though i was dying to see kill bill 2, i swear its a must see, cause for u that have not seen the first one, should, its an excellent movie, cause if your like me who grew up watching bruce lee, and hong kong cinema, its the best representation of the genre ive seen!

go go is my fa character of KB I, i love japanese girls that kick butt cause u dont often see such characters, and go go was perfect as a serial killer/bodyguard/psico... LOL

ps: go c KB II!

+shoes+

this is a post dedicated to a little best friend of mine, i missed u! XOXO

** cake **

so my dad's bday was on wednesday, so we had a nice day out, we ate italian at pane e vino, bought him some gifts and had cake, put then yesterday he went out golfing and his buds at the club gave him a surprise party, but the cool thing was his 2nd cake, it has a picture and i do mean a picture of a golf guy, as in a printed out on rice paper thingy with edible ink, what a riot, so they put it on the cake and the paper disolves in the icing leaving the pic on it, the cool thing is how very real it looks, and it was weird cutting off a piece of the golf guys' leg...HAHAHA, yum!

nat out

ps: i left a piece a cake on my desk 4 the ants, they got stuck in the icing, HAHA.

April 11th

I wrote this on word on april 11th, and promised myself i would put it on my blog when i had one:

This actually sucks, the fact that I have not made my one diary program so I can control and record every idea I want to. The messenger upgrade is taking so long, and it’s such a bad idea to make an upgrade obligatory like Microsoft does, I just wanted to use bloody messenger not wait for an upgrade! I’m whapping on with no sense am I? I think I got this idea from Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker), she’s always writing down her diary on her laptop, and talking in third person, which I think is kind of strange when characters do that on TV, its not like if something happens to you in real life and on that precise moment your talking to yourself: “So, I thought to myself I should do yada yada yada”.
I will eventually post this in my blogger, whenever hell I’ll make it work on my site. By the way memo to self: Fix your site! I got to get that done soon.
That is all for now. Bye.

+ the ants +

I found a funny thing today, i can't seem to get organized and clean up my room as often as i should, i mean its not a mess, but the thing is i left a glass of orange juice on my desk this morning and by now i found a little route with these tiny harmless ants going down the wall on their invisible line and coming up to the desk and onto the glass, the funny thing is their like kamikaze ants, i mean what a riot, would expect ants to know not to go into liquids but the dumn bastards just jump in, i think im gonna have to leave a piece of cake or something to distract them and stop this madness. It's not like im a pacifist non-animal killer of sorts, but i think these ants wouldn't know any better. Have you ever had the weird taste when ants get into things, i swear you can detect it if you eat a cookie or somthing that has any trace of ants.

So it's 1:49am, again i'm awake, this insominia is surely getting boring, at least i can get some of my blogging done, but I NEED SLEEP! im actually not like medically diagnossed with insomnia but it sure hell fells like it, haha. Today was a pretty day in CR, it was sunny and hot and later in the afternoon it rained like if the skys ripped open, i wasn't bummed out or anything about the rain cause rainy season just started, and for those who dont know CR has to seasons: rain and rain, haha, well im joking but weather this past years has been wacky, cause the "seasons" are supposed to be all marked out for each half of the year, but recently you could get weeks of down pours (or aguaceros as the call them) and then a bunch of sun, but anyway it's nice to have a rainy day to go to sleep with, there is something comforting about the sound of rain on tin roof tops that u can only get here...

tomorrow i'll right more, i thinks it's dumn to write 2 posts at the same hour...

nat out

boring out of my skull

so, im in my advanced programming class, and it really blows, how the hell did get in this class... ahhhhhh please some one save me.

well about some prior topics, not much is new, im still dwelling on and on, thinking what to do.

ill be back

back to skool

so i´m back in classes right now, it´s been a very interresting day, the fun part is that its not totally about skool stuff but more of personal shit happening, let´s just say i´m having relationship problems, but not at the level pf problems, its more like old frustrations resurfising... well ill get to this later, gotta get back to class.

San Jose, 5:00pm

even later

so this is post #2, this is majorly a test to see a pic on the post so here goes:



this is me in pink
im gonna go to sleep.

over the clock

so it's kinda late in C.R. (Costa Rica), im not gonna stop and talk about where on earth C.R. is, it's a little 3rd world hole in the wall, country stuck in Central America. I'm only stuck here cause almost 10 years ago my mother (costarican) got homesick and brought my fam back from L.A., god L.A.! you'd think she was crazy but what the hell i was 11 how was i supposed to know we were not on a tropical vacation... LOL, any way I think this makes a god intro for my blog.... who knows the effects of fresh air and green forests can do to a city girl... this i must indulge to later telling.

nat out