Eighties Memories

So I just got adsl some days back and the skies opened and god said: "Thee shalt use thee band width to bring mp3's to thee pc, thee shalt protect theeself forth antivirus and antispyware if not thee shalt be punished with the wrath of the virus and the adware, go forth and bring joy to all the hard drive land".
Any how, I was downloading massive 80's classics that other wise are stuck on my dad's old vynils, such as Purple Rain by Prince and the Revolution, if you didn't see that movie in the 80's, shoot yourself, I haven't seen a soundtrack that so truly represents an era like this one was, songs like "The beautifull ones", "Let's go crazy", "Baby I'm a star" are just a few of the awesome rock/pop classics any true "grew-up-in-the-80's" kid should have in his music folder.
Someone should make a musical out of this album, it would be great to see it up on a broadway stage with those electrifing songs telling the story of the movie up on stage. Well I guess I'll keep dreaming, lol.
See ya.

love

We can’t romance be like a movie, is it so hard to ask. Sweet and seemingly perfect. One movie that reflects exactly how a modern romance should be is “You Have Mail”, with Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan. I’ve always been partial to Meg and any of her movies but this one has a way of telling a story, that you almost feel your watching an old 1950’s Hollywood romance, but still it’s fresh and up to date with modern day relationships. I don’t know, maybe I’m just feeling sappy and wished I could find something like that.

That’s all.

Nat

hello loves

I don’t know why I’m so anti-blogger recently, but plans are being made as we speak to transfer this blog to my new domain ASAP, due to the fact that I’m hard at work freelancing some web pages and such, I am currently at the conclusion of the design for my new website, strictly professional but I do plan to include my blog in it, maybe it will make it easier for me to blog from there, because I guess I have been so lazy with this one and not to mention the other one I opened, that one is dead. So here I am, still thinking/breathing. Web site development has become my north for the time being and I really believe it has become a calling, I have found the area that satisfies both my CS skills with my design/artist needs, as I said I’m currently working on the design for my own site, which has to be 100% original design or I’ll go nuts, LOL. I’ve even opened up to new coding languages such as PHP, which in the past had not caught my attention so much, but if one wishes to be in this environment one must learn all the ways to reach the same objective: good, flawless design combined with sufficient and standardized code.

Well for now, puppets, that’s all I got in this grey mush called brain of mine.

Oh and if you wish to see any photo's of myself and stuff, visit: spaces.msn.com/members/natsibaja

XOXO,

Me

I pity the fool…

hi dee ho

hey all my faightfull non readers, lol, i decided to open a new blog to post a non-personal blog,

geekview.blogspot.com


come back and see me some time....
(May West)

im back jack

after my sabaticle from school which took me to miami for december vacation, i am back, no im not dead, actually im fine, school started good and my graduation is on saturday, YUPEE, im gonna open a photoblog soon with pics from my trip and then some. for now and beyond, happy new years...

vacancy

life is becoming unhumanly stressfull, and thats just from one exam. Today friday the 17th is my last day of school, vacations start officialy at 830pm when i finish me exam, and hopefully pass... (reason why im stressed). but lets hope all that good studing is gonna pay off, im so exhausted. i cant even function, and i look ugly too, maybe one gets ugly as porportionly to ones moodiness...

hope i can post on a happier note later tonight, wish me luck!


nat out

back by popular demand...

so, sorry for the ugly bg color, kinda testing if it would work, but any way "work" on my blog is a work in progress, i guess ill never be satisfied with its looks but at least for now it does look more like me, lol, (yeah im pink and black), on other things in my head: x-mas shopping, it's so funny im not gonna be home for the holidays, and that im gonna be stuck in some huge mall in miami on the 24th, but what the hell im gonna love it! ill finally be able to feel at home (per say, ahh does good old californian days), but im sorta worried im gonna break bank, maybe ill end up with a bunch of gadgets, usb drive, 512 mb memory, dvd burner, etc, etc. And the same clothes a had on the plane over there, lol.

bye 4 now

carrie necklace

is a tv world really posible, i mean i was watching my fav show sex and the city, the episode when carrie goes off to paris, and it seems funny to compare new york lifestyle to the one in costarica, cause it would be nice to have 3 friends to go out with and have dinner, or hook up with someone, but is it just me or does it just happen in tv... one day a classmate told me you couldnt have a "date" in CR cause this country is so small you would end up bumping in with girls or guys you wouldnt want to see cause they where a lousy date or a bad one night stand, and i thought: well, thats an actual possibility. I mean i dont actually like having long term relationships, even thought im in one right know, sometimes things get kinda codependant and i dont like it, and its harder to get out of, and when i did had the chance to date a guy i knew before it didnt work out cause he was in a long term relationship, so my advice to you is stay single, stay it as long as you can....

headache

i dont think of myself as someone worthy of any self indulgement, but bare with me.

so lets talk of something rather than myself, upps seems like i cant, maybe because of the fact im brain dead at this moment it almost 3o'clock am, and im here posting... what on earth may a sane person write at this time of night, let me just say im finally proud of my blog, laziness is next to godliness LOL

good night

gobble gobble

dont you just love the word gobble, it make such a funny sound when you say it, you can mess around with it, poke fun at the poor cold dead turkey with it, make a little song: "gobble, gobble, the turkeys in trouble", (im such a geek), but any way, i sorta remembered that i used to write this blog, sorry, things as usual with me turn hectic and forgetfull, but here i am, writting on. the thing is im so stuffed i cant even think anything other than not having the big slice of pumpkin pie...

so until later, im so stuffed some german witch may come around and make me get into an oven (e.g. hansel&grettel)

im back jack

so if anyone missed me as i doubt any did, ive been on sabaticle, o rmore like so busy with things that i didnt get around to my old poor blog, ill post something new, but im alive thats all...

here on earth

my last weekend was kinda weird, i dont like it when people die, i wish they didnt, i remember one time when i was little and felt so sad to think that one day my parents would die, that i shouted out to my dad: "daddy please never die", innocent as it may sound i still feel this way. I wish to dedicate this post to the memory of my boy´s grandfather.
how bleek and dark feeling, but the bad thing is we are still here on earth, trying to get on with our lives, i thought to myself, when i was at the funeral, that i would not let life put me down, that i must accomplish my dreams, so that on the day i die, i will be happy and free, to say: vini, vidi, vicci...

nat out

ps: iwu ted

me banner

hey all, i spent last night palying around on photshop and this is what i came up with... kinda girly but its a start...

 
 

nat out

@ the beach

if anyone was wondering why no new posts occured on this past week, was majorly due to the fact that: "I was at the beach!!", yeah. So happy to be catching some rays and relaxing  in one of the "private" beaches of Guanacaste's Hacienda Pinilla, the story goes like this; some gringo millionarie bougt 1800 acres of land going from Playa Avellanas up to Playa Langosta , so access to the beaches (5 in total) that are inside the property is kinda hard or if you dare to walk around the coral and try to get there by foot, but any way it was freaking great. My mom, sis and me had so much fun on this beach called Mansita, it was totally solitary, golden sand, blue see-trough water and full of hermit crabs. We had the beach to ourselves so obviously we went skinny dipping and topless sun bathing, it was like being french or something, LOL.

But any way we spent some cool days there and on our last evening out (that majorly consisted of finding where to eat in Tamarindo, that by the way is called Gringoland, ugh you can get sea sick of seeing so many gringos there!), but back to the topic, we went out and found this amazing sushi restaurant owned by on of my dad's golf friends that happens to be an argentinian, how bizarre, but any way if you want to get the best sushi/exotic thai/indian food in Tamarindo, thats the place to go.

brownly toasted nat out

Push me, and then just me till I can get my satisfaction

Life has taken a fun turn, cause I have seen the light at the end of the cookie jar, or was it just in my mind, induced by a near death experience, that pumped endorfines and seratonin into my body and a lack of oxigen in my brain; that was what I called my life. Those days are gone.

So what do I owe this out of body experience, what the hell do I know, just like a crack head needs a hit, I needed a life, and by George I'm determined to make something out myself, can one just get up one morning and say: "This is not my life!", cause today was like if I was taking crazy pills!, I was drowned in this lame out-of-my-wits class, and all of the sudden I didn't hear anything, just like in the movies when you can see a person talking but all the sound in the world dissapears, I felt great, an overwhelming sense of calmness came over me, and I said: "I'm fine.". Just like that.

But anyway I just wanted to post something new, I found this out-of-this world usb memory stick, a ROTFLMAO kinda weird thingy, check it out:

http://www.dynamism.com/iduck/index.shtml

おやすみなさい
nat

nothing much

I'm feeling very tired, I've been up until 3 these past 2 days, programming and designinig web pages on dreamweaver, I think I have found my calling, but then again I guess I always new, lest say I love to program but it always had missing that creative output/interface, I mean if you design web applications you get the chance to deploy both skills, and I'm full of ideas, in the way of making the breach between software and web becomes smaller and more innovative in it's approach to a final user.

Other than that, life has been the same, I'm glad I am really getting into doing stuff, cause I had been in such a letargic mode of life, now I feel a little better, but ironicly know that I got into the gym (which I have been going for a month now) everyone now is remarking how fat I am! Isn't life a bitch!

well I'm so sleepy cause I also forgot to wear my glasses and my eyes got all fuzzy and tired -_-

luv
nat

by the way

if anyone asks I got sick of pink

discovery channel

If by now you have not found out that I'm a TV addict, get yourself tested. LOL. But remember the ants (some old post in May Archives), THEY LIVED! I mean I found out they can live under water, as in a suspended animation of sorts, or so did Discovery say, but yet again I found a glass of water full of them on my desk and decided to play lifesaver, and the ants started to wiggle and move again, how freaking awesome is nature, hats down to her!
Any way I saw the final episode of friends last night, I hate the fact that US TV shows get lost in some cosmic warp and then finally appear months later on our screens, I mean how hard those it get to put subtitles on a show, wouldn't take my as long as it would to see the show! >:| But anyway what a crappy ending!

Don't think I only watch sitcoms or something, I mean I may dumb done form time to time, but I do watch The Factor-tumtumtuummm, what a riot I get from watching this guy (Bill O'Reily @ Fox News), I hate half the things he says, half I oppose and the other half I laugh at, oh well. He always seems to be talking about gays and gay marriage, interesting huh, cause as my theory goes, men that always fuss about this is cause: THEY R GAY . I hate discrimination of any sort, ehhh, who am I kidding human nature genetically programs us to seek and destroy the weakest, but if I must admit to such a trav-sham-mockery (seen those Miller Light commercials? LOL), I must admit that I hate stupid people, please don't get me wrong (mentally disabled persons are not what I'm talking about) I'm talking about your normal IQ challenged Joe, a.k.a. pretty blonde bitch or hunky beefcake, why you may ask? cause the have a brain, that's why. If you can breath, talk, listen, that entitles you to a "thinking condition", so why does nature create such dumb creatures. well simple, to torment us with their smart remarks and pretty looks ( emphasis on smart as in sarcasm). I just can't get enough of dumb girls coming into crammed computer labs and wondering why the internet connection doesn't work a.k.a. "I cant open my email, and it's super urgent because I must forward an email with a bunch of hearts and sappy stories and pictures of babies, or I'll get bad luck for ever", LIKE HELLLO! (my clueless impressions are a must see).This kind of stories just break my heart (there goes my sarcasm again LOL). But what can I say it's a dog-eat-dog world, and if you don't smarten up your gonna get yo' butt wipped!

nat out

ps: big fat xoxo 4 my htb (u dont know what you heal...;)
ps V1.1: "E-Mail yup... it's a good way to receive free porn and penis enlargements - Beck"

back to life

so ive noticed that my usuall posters have gone on vacation, so what the hell, i havent been up to much, im at skool right now, as usuall, im half way through my quarter, and so hoping to pass so i can graduate at last. Im listening to Evanescence - Everybody´s Fool on Launch, I´m stuck in a lab full of shiny new Dell pc´s, and frezzing my ass off cause the A/C is set on artic mode, LOL. I´m so gonna dye my hair blacker than what i have (I think of this ecery time I see this video).

Oww- went my HTB cause I just pulled his hair... LOL, yeah he´s here with me, where both stuck in this infernally cold lab.... brrrrrr.

Wow, dont I have any introspective point of view to talk about... seems like I don´t. My time has been used up studying, and thinking about getting a job... wish it was easier than just thinking of it, I mean I know I need the "experience" but how efective is it, my plans are so different from everone elses, I´m so into been self suficient, starting my own company would seem natural but not as much as been a newb and trying to do shit I dont know how to...


well that would be all, me and my HTB are molesting some bimbo macha that didnt understand why the internet was down, I mean she asked and we answered but she didnt get it, of course she most study preschool or something LOL, and were net sending her with messages like: ERROR DE SISTEMA: SU COMPUTADORA HA INCURRIDO EN UN ERROR Y SE APAGARA EN 20 SEGUNDOS. POR FAVOR CIERRE TODAS SUS APLICACIONES. What a riot.....!!!!!

nat out

like a rhinestone cowboy

Well this week has been both fun and depresing, fun cause I had a surprise exam on Tuesday evening, not that it I was not aware, just that my skool weeks got messed up so I thought I didn't have it till next week...oh well... it was about java and netbeans, and you could take "apoyo didactico" LOL, what a lame exam, I was all freaked out caused I hadn't studied and it was so F**King easy!!!
So now I'm studing for my next exam, that is also easy mainly cause I flunked the course, there I said it I'm not bloddy perfect (this comes from a person that is not used to fail in anything). But anywho im reading a new book by John Grisham - A Painted House, basicly a novel, but I'm feeling sick of reading novels, I mean there is a more accurate sense of reality in books that tell real stories, like that Anne Frank or similar, but I forgot how to be a bookworm long time ago, so whatever...

Let's get to the depressing part, well what can I say, isn't it basicly existential to suffer a bit to later feel happy, I felt very bummed out on Tuesday, cause I had to hang out with my friends that where working with this guy I used to have a crush on anda that stopped talking to me months ago..., so I hate to see his ugly mug but, no, I had to stand his distastefull jokes and stupid comentaries....GRRRR, so I just curled up in my seat and listened to my Trick Turner slash The Distillers slash Chevelle CD-R on my discman, while my HtB sat next to me and asked if I felt ok...

I feel tired, why do things don't work out like we want to, I mean us Over-achievers/Straight A's/Geeky losers don't get no breaks... for shize my nize
ROTFLMAO

nat out

ps: by the way the title is cause i was listening to that song on the radio.. what a LOL lame-o song... still it's funny.