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hey all, i spent last night palying around on photshop and this is what i came up with... kinda girly but its a start...

 
 

nat out

@ the beach

if anyone was wondering why no new posts occured on this past week, was majorly due to the fact that: "I was at the beach!!", yeah. So happy to be catching some rays and relaxing  in one of the "private" beaches of Guanacaste's Hacienda Pinilla, the story goes like this; some gringo millionarie bougt 1800 acres of land going from Playa Avellanas up to Playa Langosta , so access to the beaches (5 in total) that are inside the property is kinda hard or if you dare to walk around the coral and try to get there by foot, but any way it was freaking great. My mom, sis and me had so much fun on this beach called Mansita, it was totally solitary, golden sand, blue see-trough water and full of hermit crabs. We had the beach to ourselves so obviously we went skinny dipping and topless sun bathing, it was like being french or something, LOL.

But any way we spent some cool days there and on our last evening out (that majorly consisted of finding where to eat in Tamarindo, that by the way is called Gringoland, ugh you can get sea sick of seeing so many gringos there!), but back to the topic, we went out and found this amazing sushi restaurant owned by on of my dad's golf friends that happens to be an argentinian, how bizarre, but any way if you want to get the best sushi/exotic thai/indian food in Tamarindo, thats the place to go.

brownly toasted nat out

Push me, and then just me till I can get my satisfaction

Life has taken a fun turn, cause I have seen the light at the end of the cookie jar, or was it just in my mind, induced by a near death experience, that pumped endorfines and seratonin into my body and a lack of oxigen in my brain; that was what I called my life. Those days are gone.

So what do I owe this out of body experience, what the hell do I know, just like a crack head needs a hit, I needed a life, and by George I'm determined to make something out myself, can one just get up one morning and say: "This is not my life!", cause today was like if I was taking crazy pills!, I was drowned in this lame out-of-my-wits class, and all of the sudden I didn't hear anything, just like in the movies when you can see a person talking but all the sound in the world dissapears, I felt great, an overwhelming sense of calmness came over me, and I said: "I'm fine.". Just like that.

But anyway I just wanted to post something new, I found this out-of-this world usb memory stick, a ROTFLMAO kinda weird thingy, check it out:

http://www.dynamism.com/iduck/index.shtml

おやすみなさい
nat

nothing much

I'm feeling very tired, I've been up until 3 these past 2 days, programming and designinig web pages on dreamweaver, I think I have found my calling, but then again I guess I always new, lest say I love to program but it always had missing that creative output/interface, I mean if you design web applications you get the chance to deploy both skills, and I'm full of ideas, in the way of making the breach between software and web becomes smaller and more innovative in it's approach to a final user.

Other than that, life has been the same, I'm glad I am really getting into doing stuff, cause I had been in such a letargic mode of life, now I feel a little better, but ironicly know that I got into the gym (which I have been going for a month now) everyone now is remarking how fat I am! Isn't life a bitch!

well I'm so sleepy cause I also forgot to wear my glasses and my eyes got all fuzzy and tired -_-

luv
nat

by the way

if anyone asks I got sick of pink

discovery channel

If by now you have not found out that I'm a TV addict, get yourself tested. LOL. But remember the ants (some old post in May Archives), THEY LIVED! I mean I found out they can live under water, as in a suspended animation of sorts, or so did Discovery say, but yet again I found a glass of water full of them on my desk and decided to play lifesaver, and the ants started to wiggle and move again, how freaking awesome is nature, hats down to her!
Any way I saw the final episode of friends last night, I hate the fact that US TV shows get lost in some cosmic warp and then finally appear months later on our screens, I mean how hard those it get to put subtitles on a show, wouldn't take my as long as it would to see the show! >:| But anyway what a crappy ending!

Don't think I only watch sitcoms or something, I mean I may dumb done form time to time, but I do watch The Factor-tumtumtuummm, what a riot I get from watching this guy (Bill O'Reily @ Fox News), I hate half the things he says, half I oppose and the other half I laugh at, oh well. He always seems to be talking about gays and gay marriage, interesting huh, cause as my theory goes, men that always fuss about this is cause: THEY R GAY . I hate discrimination of any sort, ehhh, who am I kidding human nature genetically programs us to seek and destroy the weakest, but if I must admit to such a trav-sham-mockery (seen those Miller Light commercials? LOL), I must admit that I hate stupid people, please don't get me wrong (mentally disabled persons are not what I'm talking about) I'm talking about your normal IQ challenged Joe, a.k.a. pretty blonde bitch or hunky beefcake, why you may ask? cause the have a brain, that's why. If you can breath, talk, listen, that entitles you to a "thinking condition", so why does nature create such dumb creatures. well simple, to torment us with their smart remarks and pretty looks ( emphasis on smart as in sarcasm). I just can't get enough of dumb girls coming into crammed computer labs and wondering why the internet connection doesn't work a.k.a. "I cant open my email, and it's super urgent because I must forward an email with a bunch of hearts and sappy stories and pictures of babies, or I'll get bad luck for ever", LIKE HELLLO! (my clueless impressions are a must see).This kind of stories just break my heart (there goes my sarcasm again LOL). But what can I say it's a dog-eat-dog world, and if you don't smarten up your gonna get yo' butt wipped!

nat out

ps: big fat xoxo 4 my htb (u dont know what you heal...;)
ps V1.1: "E-Mail yup... it's a good way to receive free porn and penis enlargements - Beck"

back to life

so ive noticed that my usuall posters have gone on vacation, so what the hell, i havent been up to much, im at skool right now, as usuall, im half way through my quarter, and so hoping to pass so i can graduate at last. Im listening to Evanescence - Everybody´s Fool on Launch, I´m stuck in a lab full of shiny new Dell pc´s, and frezzing my ass off cause the A/C is set on artic mode, LOL. I´m so gonna dye my hair blacker than what i have (I think of this ecery time I see this video).

Oww- went my HTB cause I just pulled his hair... LOL, yeah he´s here with me, where both stuck in this infernally cold lab.... brrrrrr.

Wow, dont I have any introspective point of view to talk about... seems like I don´t. My time has been used up studying, and thinking about getting a job... wish it was easier than just thinking of it, I mean I know I need the "experience" but how efective is it, my plans are so different from everone elses, I´m so into been self suficient, starting my own company would seem natural but not as much as been a newb and trying to do shit I dont know how to...


well that would be all, me and my HTB are molesting some bimbo macha that didnt understand why the internet was down, I mean she asked and we answered but she didnt get it, of course she most study preschool or something LOL, and were net sending her with messages like: ERROR DE SISTEMA: SU COMPUTADORA HA INCURRIDO EN UN ERROR Y SE APAGARA EN 20 SEGUNDOS. POR FAVOR CIERRE TODAS SUS APLICACIONES. What a riot.....!!!!!

nat out