+poem+

Black Chancery
Sniff, sniff went the little cat as he curled up from the edge of the window sill, the cold autumn night air played with his whiskers, as he climbed down the window ever so slowly and delicately as all cats do, placing his black paws upon the blood red velvet pillows of her bed, he heard the door open with a quiet crack. He saw the little black dress he was so fond of, especially when she let him sit on her lap and stroked his silky black mane.

She sat down at her old oak desk and lit the lamp that dimly lighted her eyes. She wrote and wrote in her little black book until her eyes could shed not one tear more.
The little cat said to himself – I am here for you, I will be your friend - . Suddenly, Emily turned her eyes and looked at him, she picked him up with her small cold hands and sat him on her lap.

It was as if she had listened to his words, even though, we all know little cats can not speak...

*why*

i want a guy that won't dedicate me a song just beacause it's romantic
i want a guy who gives me a song from his heart
i want a guy that will hug me in a sunset beach far away
i want a guy that will whisper in my ear
i want a guy who knows who he is
i want a guy who will tell the truth
i want a guy who will never lie
i want a guy that doesn't forget
i want a guy who is strong in his heart
i want a guy that will surprise me with kisses
i want a guy that will wake me up with breakfast
i want a guy that always remembers
i want a guy that doesn't repeat i loves you's because he knows i know
i want a guy that believes in himself
i want a guy that can play me song
i want a guy that will sit and listen
i want a guy that will take me away

i just want...

*** the bride***

I must have been born on the wrong side of the planet, because I love Japan and anything Asian. Still I will try to make an attempt of an in-depth analysis of Kill Bill as much as my knowledge and self opinion of the movie occurs. Let’s start with the beginning, I did not se KB in a movie theater, I rented it on DVD, went home and hooked up my sis’s PS2 to my 14” TV and pressed play, my mind awaited anxiously as the startup screen options appeared and as I puzzled myself pressing in disarray on the game control to see which button was play, (that was tiresome), finally it started with beautiful 70’s looking Cinemascope banner just like in the old movie, gritty and all. The movie executes perfectly from start to finish, yes I know it jumps back and forward from past events, but please I hated that comment someone said that he didn’t get the movie because of this. I guess one has to be really excited and focused on details to really get all the info as fast as it comes. Now lets indulged the story, Uma Thurman plays “The Bride” of course she gets the name after the assassination attempt by her old gang members where she was a.k.a. Black Mamba, (cool code name don’t you think), well old Bill played by David Carradine, and for you who don’t know who he is, how can someone forget Kung Fu, a classic sitcom of the 70’s ironically created and was-to-be stared by Bruce Lee. So obviously casting David Carradine for this role was not only iconic but a paradoxical villain. Now lets talk about the death squad, I guess it was very well thought out except Vivica A. Fox, I didn’t think her character jelled, I mean she didn’t have anything special to bring to the movie (see this is my opinion talking…LOL), well anyway I feel that the movie invokes Asian action characters to it’s best, each one has its own particularity, its own grudge with The Bride and there own secret code name (how underground). I guess by now all of you are thinking: long analysis, well I guess so, I think I’ll leave it up to here, if any one wants further info which I do have. Post me!

thanx 4 readin’

nat

*weekend*

rain + rain + rain = rain
if someone knows how rainy CR can get in may, doesnt know how it rained this weekend, it rained so much that my moms house got flooded, and floods dont occur in my province, it usually doesnt get so tragic. At least it wasnt much, but it was a big hassel, everything got wet and stinked a hell... but other than that, nothing mayor happend on my weekend, it was to rainy to go out, even though i was dying to see kill bill 2, i swear its a must see, cause for u that have not seen the first one, should, its an excellent movie, cause if your like me who grew up watching bruce lee, and hong kong cinema, its the best representation of the genre ive seen!

go go is my fa character of KB I, i love japanese girls that kick butt cause u dont often see such characters, and go go was perfect as a serial killer/bodyguard/psico... LOL

ps: go c KB II!

+shoes+

this is a post dedicated to a little best friend of mine, i missed u! XOXO

** cake **

so my dad's bday was on wednesday, so we had a nice day out, we ate italian at pane e vino, bought him some gifts and had cake, put then yesterday he went out golfing and his buds at the club gave him a surprise party, but the cool thing was his 2nd cake, it has a picture and i do mean a picture of a golf guy, as in a printed out on rice paper thingy with edible ink, what a riot, so they put it on the cake and the paper disolves in the icing leaving the pic on it, the cool thing is how very real it looks, and it was weird cutting off a piece of the golf guys' leg...HAHAHA, yum!

nat out

ps: i left a piece a cake on my desk 4 the ants, they got stuck in the icing, HAHA.

April 11th

I wrote this on word on april 11th, and promised myself i would put it on my blog when i had one:

This actually sucks, the fact that I have not made my one diary program so I can control and record every idea I want to. The messenger upgrade is taking so long, and it’s such a bad idea to make an upgrade obligatory like Microsoft does, I just wanted to use bloody messenger not wait for an upgrade! I’m whapping on with no sense am I? I think I got this idea from Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker), she’s always writing down her diary on her laptop, and talking in third person, which I think is kind of strange when characters do that on TV, its not like if something happens to you in real life and on that precise moment your talking to yourself: “So, I thought to myself I should do yada yada yada”.
I will eventually post this in my blogger, whenever hell I’ll make it work on my site. By the way memo to self: Fix your site! I got to get that done soon.
That is all for now. Bye.

+ the ants +

I found a funny thing today, i can't seem to get organized and clean up my room as often as i should, i mean its not a mess, but the thing is i left a glass of orange juice on my desk this morning and by now i found a little route with these tiny harmless ants going down the wall on their invisible line and coming up to the desk and onto the glass, the funny thing is their like kamikaze ants, i mean what a riot, would expect ants to know not to go into liquids but the dumn bastards just jump in, i think im gonna have to leave a piece of cake or something to distract them and stop this madness. It's not like im a pacifist non-animal killer of sorts, but i think these ants wouldn't know any better. Have you ever had the weird taste when ants get into things, i swear you can detect it if you eat a cookie or somthing that has any trace of ants.

So it's 1:49am, again i'm awake, this insominia is surely getting boring, at least i can get some of my blogging done, but I NEED SLEEP! im actually not like medically diagnossed with insomnia but it sure hell fells like it, haha. Today was a pretty day in CR, it was sunny and hot and later in the afternoon it rained like if the skys ripped open, i wasn't bummed out or anything about the rain cause rainy season just started, and for those who dont know CR has to seasons: rain and rain, haha, well im joking but weather this past years has been wacky, cause the "seasons" are supposed to be all marked out for each half of the year, but recently you could get weeks of down pours (or aguaceros as the call them) and then a bunch of sun, but anyway it's nice to have a rainy day to go to sleep with, there is something comforting about the sound of rain on tin roof tops that u can only get here...

tomorrow i'll right more, i thinks it's dumn to write 2 posts at the same hour...

nat out

boring out of my skull

so, im in my advanced programming class, and it really blows, how the hell did get in this class... ahhhhhh please some one save me.

well about some prior topics, not much is new, im still dwelling on and on, thinking what to do.

ill be back

back to skool

so i´m back in classes right now, it´s been a very interresting day, the fun part is that its not totally about skool stuff but more of personal shit happening, let´s just say i´m having relationship problems, but not at the level pf problems, its more like old frustrations resurfising... well ill get to this later, gotta get back to class.

San Jose, 5:00pm

even later

so this is post #2, this is majorly a test to see a pic on the post so here goes:



this is me in pink
im gonna go to sleep.

over the clock

so it's kinda late in C.R. (Costa Rica), im not gonna stop and talk about where on earth C.R. is, it's a little 3rd world hole in the wall, country stuck in Central America. I'm only stuck here cause almost 10 years ago my mother (costarican) got homesick and brought my fam back from L.A., god L.A.! you'd think she was crazy but what the hell i was 11 how was i supposed to know we were not on a tropical vacation... LOL, any way I think this makes a god intro for my blog.... who knows the effects of fresh air and green forests can do to a city girl... this i must indulge to later telling.

nat out